I'm not bulletproof, something to lose
fire away, fire away
ricochet, you took your aim
fire away. fire away
you shoot me down, and I will fall
IM NO TITANIUUUUUM~
Its been almost a month and still it hurtsssssssssssss. The whole month I've been trying to move forward with what is left in my life, and I did. I tried covering all the hurt and despair with music, movies, parties, friends, food and even boys (I know). I must admit they're pretty much a good waste of time. I thought I was already okay. Until it was brought up again, so I guess my eyes are up for some tears tonight. I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling off track and useless. If you guys are my friends and reading this, I'm so sorry its almost 2am and very much emotional right now. Not the usual me (I know). I apologize.
One day I'll be me again. Just waiting for the right slap in the face. You are missed. genuine Shali.
S.
