Gratitude.

I don't know why but I felt an urge doing this, but I guess as you know me I like putting my heart out there. "Out there" which means its not for everybody to see but just everybody I care about to know. For the past blogs I've been suffering from the loss of my beloved belief, faith and hope. I felt like it was taken away from me for some reason that I have to know how to get it back again. Like it was a test. I hate tests.

One day, I woke up hating myself more than I usually have. I hated how I didn't care anymore and that it hurts other people as well. Now, I'm just really on that point where I'm taking a new road and starting all over again. I'm taking matters in my own hands and I have to trust this. Believe this. Or nobody will.

On the brighter side of life, I realized I have a lot to be grateful about.

1. I'm 18 errrr 22 freakin' years old! God woke me up for 22 earth life years! Ha! and I'm a woman now. Well not entirely but getting there. I am now responsible for my own being and wellness. Which means I'm gonna die of starvation and of bad choices! Kidding. I'll be fine :)

2. I'm officially employed! It maybe the loneliest job in the city but hey, I'm getting paper~ (I've always wanted to use that for employment puns) I now have to be keen with money and

3. I have awesome friends! They've been my backbone and my superhuman walls and I just love them to death.

4. I wake up everyday with a sunrise plus Bill Wither's voice as my alarm clock! Its a lovely day, indeed! :)

Living every single day with a positive attitude, good humor, appreciation and surely blessings will rain.

S.