Change can be always be either negative or positive. I guess it depends on how you take it. I always have a hard time adjusting well. I'm used to a "routine" a "cycle". For some reason I tend to feel like I have to do the bigger part of adjusting to situations. I put the heaviest weight on my shoulders which I know is a really loser thing I do. My two maybes: I got too comfortable to the situation that I cant seem to stick my bum out of it or maybe it was just too good that I feel like there is no need for change to interrupt it. Whatever my messy mind's reasons are it always boils down to the fact that I DONT KNOW HOW TO MOVE ON.
In the long run of changes that has been happening, I learned that I don't have to be so hard on myself (YEA, I JUST LEARNED THAT) that everything needs its own time. So the only thing you should do is take it one ounce at a time and be still. Let things figure itself out and then you figure yourself out. But hey! Don't listen to me. I'm just as confuse as you are.
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