Life, you need to fucking chill

I dont know what to tell you, but everything is getting out of hand. Expectations, moving places, decision making, seniors who are all up your ass and self de-fucking-privation. 

My bubble has been compromised. Where the hell did my peace go? Where is my spirit animal when I need her? Who the hell threw me out of my own bubble and left me with all this unwanted feelings? Theres so much going on that I dont even know what to feel first.

Everything is changing and going to unfamiliar directions. I am not comfortable at all. I dont like change but its taking a big part of my life right now. Is this called adulthood? No one really tells you huh? 

S.

Something new: Career life

--- Well for me at least. 

So by next week, my career is coming back to life by tasting a little bit of hardship called Hospital Training. I think every Nurse that goes through this (well at least the people I know) has different experiences, praises and complaints. The way I see it eventually they grow as an adult and I know something somewhere along the way shaped them into the most awesome human beings! 

I would love to say I'm confident but I'm not and quiet frankly sweating just thinking about it and I dont know how I'm going to prepare myself to be honest. I still have two days of freedom left so I should really get my sleeping pattern back in to place. 

Hopefully I survive this. Praying that I would actually like this and enjoy the experience and learn and help and save lives! 'Cause thats the main thing really.

S.

My 2015 message to you all!

Greetings 2015!

So happy Mankind still got to live and see through this very day! That means another year to start off a clean slate! Or maybe some of you still have some of 2014 attached to your buttocks and thats perfectly fine. May it be bad or good 2015 still gives you that pinch of hope we all probably need. Needless to say whoever gets to read this, I am wishing you a Happy New Year and that keep doing what you are loving right now! May it be a career, hobby, or even a person! LOL. If you feel like you're on the right track of life I congratulate you for being awesome! Just don't forget the sole reason you are here. If you're feeling lost and confused. HANG IN THERE. With your patience and faith all will fall in the right place at the right time. You are still awesome! Also, don't forget the sole reason you are here ;)

S