Life, you need to fucking chill

I dont know what to tell you, but everything is getting out of hand. Expectations, moving places, decision making, seniors who are all up your ass and self de-fucking-privation. 

My bubble has been compromised. Where the hell did my peace go? Where is my spirit animal when I need her? Who the hell threw me out of my own bubble and left me with all this unwanted feelings? Theres so much going on that I dont even know what to feel first.

Everything is changing and going to unfamiliar directions. I am not comfortable at all. I dont like change but its taking a big part of my life right now. Is this called adulthood? No one really tells you huh? 

S.